Being Torn
The
cold and flu season is upon us, and as I write this, I am at work, and I have
left those at home sick. No, they aren’t terribly sick, just that winter cold. Yet
I am torn. I was fortunate enough to be called as my vocation: marriage. It is
a sacrament of service. My husband would be the first to say, no go to work, I’m
fine. Yet it tugs at me. Mark 3:24-26
states: “If a kingdom is divided against itself, that kingdom cannot stand. And if a house is divided against itself, that house will
not be able to stand. And if Satan has risen up against
himself and is divided, he cannot stand; that is the end of him.” I know what
you are thinking. How can your husband being sick divide your house? It does
divide me. My internal compass of being of service to him. When I am not focused
on the role at hand, I am divided. Being divided weakens me. There are times in
our lives when we are torn. Yet, we must put things in God’s hands. We must
prioritize as God would. My husband will rest, and take care of his cold. My
focus is Catholic schools week, and students that will come to me for scripture
and spirituality. Pray for Catholic schools, for students as their struggles
are many. As I walk with them, please walk in prayer with me on the path….
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